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Friday, January 29, 2010

Schmidts Syndrome... an other Notch in my Health !

So this past Monday the 25th I got a call from my Endocrine with the rest of my Lab and test results... at that time he told me my tests came back showing postive results for Celiacs and Schmidts( a type 2 form of Addion's diease) . I have had a few appointments made with soem area specialest to discuss my treament options nad what the course will be.
I have been looking for info on Schmidts and I found this out and I have to say WOW.
This is so ME!



Schmidt's Syndrome:

Schmidt’s syndrome is an
autoimmune polyglandular syndrome first used to describe patients with both Addison’s disease and Hashimoto’s thyroiditis (autoimmune hypothyroidism). ( I have Hashimoto's and have been getting treated for it for over 8 yrs with NO luck, my levels are still LOW)
Today, the term Schmidt’s syndrome is used synonymously with autoimmune polyglandular syndrome type II to describe conditions of adrenal insufficiency occurring in conjunction with one or more of the following conditions: diabetes( I have this too) , Hashimoto’s thyroiditis( I have this), hypoparathyroidism (parathyroid hormone deficiency) ( yup I have this too) , or gonadal failure.
Who is Affected?
Although people of any age may be affected, Schmidt’s syndrome typically has an adult onset, primarily emerging at around age 30.
Females are affected more often than males. Researchers suspect that genetic susceptibility, primarily an association with HLA B8, is responsible for the development of Schmidt’s syndrome. It’s also not unusual for more than one immediate family member to be affected.
Symptoms
Because different glands are affected in different people, the symptoms vary depending on the glands affected and the severity of the hormone deficiency or excess and the degree of glandular atrophy. Some patients with Schmidt’s syndrome have stimulating TSH receptor antibodies(also known as thyroid stimulating immunoglobulins or TSI) and initially present with symptoms and signs of hyperthyroidism
( I have this issue and have had it for over 8 years!)
I have unexplained pain that at times is debilitating, I am ALWAYS tired, I forget things, I have awful mood swings, I am gaining weight( LOTS) I am always cold, my hands and feet go numb... Related ConditionsPeople with Schmidt’s syndrome may also develop vitiligo, type 2 diabetes, myasthenia gravis, pure red cell aplasia, pernicious anemia, Graves’ disease, alopecia, sarcoidosis, or immunoglobulin A deficiency, which is commonly seen in celiac disease.Schmidt syndrome can also be associated with interstitial myositis, an inflammatory myopathy, which can be pathologically distinguished from idiopathic polymyositis and inclusion body myositis (IBM).
Diagnosis
Diagnosis is made by detecting
adrenal antibodies along with the characteristic autoantibodies and/or hormone levels associated with autoimmune thyroid disease, diabetes, hypoarathyroidism or gonadal failure.

So this describes me and whats going on pretty dam well. I am just wondering why I have seen so many Dr.'s and this Endocrine was the first to look at other underlining issues other then just continue to treat my thyroid with not much success.. ?

Monday, January 25, 2010

Bad News Monday ...

So I got some bad news this morning from Endocrine.. Well it’s bad but at least it is treatable… Just one more thing I need to deal with.

This morning I got a call from Endo saying they got the rest of my lab results in and I have tested positive for a type of Addison’s as well as Celiac disease…
SO what does this mean, I am not 100% sure to be honest. I know I am going to have to modify my diet as people with Celiacs have to have a gluten free diet. I am not sure what the course of action will be for the Addisons.
Here is some info on both if you are interested….

Celiac Disease
Celiac disease is a digestive disease that damages the small intestine and interferes with absorption of nutrients from food. People who have celiac disease cannot tolerate gluten, a protein in wheat, rye, and barley. Gluten is found mainly in foods but may also be found in everyday products such as medicines, vitamins, and lip balms.
When people with celiac disease eat foods or use products containing gluten, their immune system responds by damaging or destroying villi—the tiny, fingerlike protrusions lining the small intestine. Villi normally allow nutrients from food to be absorbed through the walls of the small intestine into the bloodstream. Without healthy villi, Celiac disease is both a disease of malabsorption—meaning nutrients are not absorbed properly—and an abnormal immune reaction to gluten. Celiac disease is also known as celiac sprue, nontropical sprue, and gluten-sensitive enteropathy. Celiac disease is genetic, meaning it runs in families. Sometimes the disease is triggered—or becomes active for the first time—after surgery, pregnancy, childbirth, viral infection, or severe emotional stress. a person becomes malnourished, no matter how much food one eats.
What are the symptoms of celiac disease?
Symptoms of celiac disease vary from person to person. Symptoms may occur in the digestive system or in other parts of the body. Digestive symptoms are more common in infants and young children and may include
abdominal bloating and pain
chronic diarrhea
vomiting
constipation
pale, foul-smelling, or fatty stool
weight loss/or gain in my case due to the Addison’s and Thyroid issues I have.
Irritability is another common symptom in children. Malabsorption of nutrients during the years when nutrition is critical to a child’s normal growth and development can result in other problems such as failure to thrive in infants, delayed growth and short stature, delayed puberty, and dental enamel defects of the permanent teeth.
Adults are less likely to have digestive symptoms and may instead have one or more of the following:
unexplained iron-deficiency anemia
fatigue
bone or joint pain
arthritis
bone loss or osteoporosis
depression or anxiety
tingling numbness in the hands and feet
seizures
missed menstrual periods
infertility or recurrent miscarriage
canker sores inside the mouth
an itchy skin rash called dermatitis herpetiformis
People with celiac disease may have no symptoms but can still develop complications of the disease over time. Long-term complications include malnutrition—which can lead to anemia, osteoporosis, and miscarriage, among other problems—liver diseases, and cancers of the intestine.
The Gluten-free Diet
A gluten-free diet means not eating foods that contain wheat, rye, and barley. The foods and products made from these grains should also be avoided. In other words, a person with celiac disease should not eat most grain, pasta, cereal, and many processed foods.
Despite these restrictions, people with celiac disease can eat a well-balanced diet with a variety of foods. They can use potato, rice, soy, amaranth, quinoa, buckwheat, or bean flour instead of wheat flour. They can buy gluten-free bread, pasta, and other products from stores that carry organic foods, or order products from special food companies. Gluten-free products are increasingly available from mainstream stores.
“Plain” meat, fish, rice, fruits, and vegetables do not contain gluten, so people with celiac disease can freely eat these foods. In the past, people with celiac disease were advised not to eat oats. New evidence suggests that most people can safely eat small amounts of oats, as long as the oats are not contaminated with wheat gluten during processing. People with celiac disease should work closely with their health care team when deciding whether to include oats in their diet. Examples of other foods that are safe to eat and those that are not are provided in the table.
The gluten-free diet requires a completely new approach to eating. Newly diagnosed people and their families may find support groups helpful as they learn to adjust to a new way of life. People with celiac disease must be cautious about what they buy for lunch at school or work, what they purchase at the grocery store, what they eat at restaurants or parties, and what they grab for a snack. Eating out can be a challenge. When in doubt about a menu item, a person with celiac disease should ask the waiter or chef about ingredients and preparation or if a gluten-free menu is available.
Gluten is also used in some medications. People with celiac disease should ask a pharmacist if prescribed medications contain wheat. Because gluten is sometimes used as an additive in unexpected products—such as lipstick and play dough—reading product labels is important. If the ingredients are not listed on the label, the manufacturer should provide a list upon request. With practice, screening for gluten becomes second nature.
The Gluten-free Diet: Some Examples
In 2006, the American Dietetic Association updated its recommendations for a gluten-free diet. The following chart is based on the 2006 recommendations. This list is not complete, so people with celiac disease should discuss gluten-free food choices with a dietitian or physician who specializes in celiac disease. People with celiac disease should always read food ingredient lists carefully to make sure the food does not contain gluten.
Allowed Foods
amarantharrowroot
buckwheat
cassava
cornflax
Indian rice
grassJob’s tears
legumes
milletnuts
potatoes
quinoa
rice
sagoseeds
rice
yucca
Foods To Avoid
wheat
including einkorn, emmer, spelt, kamut
wheat starch, wheat bran, wheat germ, cracked wheat, hydrolyzed wheat protein
barleyryetriticale (a cross between wheat and rye)
Other Wheat Products
bromated flour
durum flour
enriched flour
farina
graham flour
phosphated flour
plain flour
self-rising flour
semolina
white flour
Processed Foods that May Contain Wheat, Barley, or Rye
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bouillon
brown rice
syrup
candychips/potato chips
cold cuts, hot dogs, salami, sausage
communion wafers
French fries
gravy
imitation fish
matzorice
mixessauces
seasoned tortilla chips
self-basting turkeys
soy sauce
vegetables in sauce

Addison's disease and hypothyroidism (Schmidt's syndrome)

Adrenal insufficiency is an endocrine—or hormonal—disorder that occurs when the adrenal glands do not produce enough of certain hormones. The adrenal glands are located just above the kidneys. Adrenal insufficiency can be primary or secondary.
Primary adrenal insufficiency, also called Addison’s disease, occurs when the adrenal glands are damaged and cannot produce enough of the hormone cortisol and often the hormone aldosterone. Addison’s disease affects one to four of every 100,000 people, in all age groups and both sexes.1
Secondary adrenal insufficiency occurs when the pituitary gland—a bean-sized organ in the brain—fails to produce enough adrenocorticotropin (ACTH), a hormone that stimulates the adrenal glands to produce cortisol. If ACTH output is too low, cortisol production drops. Eventually, the adrenal glands can shrink due to lack of ACTH stimulation. Secondary adrenal insufficiency is much more common than Addison’s disease.
What do adrenal hormones do?
Cortisol
Cortisol belongs to a class of hormones called glucocorticoids, which affect almost every organ and tissue in the body. Cortisol’s most important job is to help the body respond to stress. Among its many vital tasks, cortisol helps
maintain blood pressure and cardiovascular function
slow the immune system’s inflammatory response
maintain levels of glucose—a form of sugar used for energy—in the blood
regulate the metabolism of proteins, carbohydrates, and fats
The amount of cortisol produced by the adrenals is precisely balanced. Like many other hormones, cortisol is regulated by the brain’s hypothalamus and the pituitary gland. First, the hypothalamus releases a “trigger” hormone called corticotropin-releasing hormone (CRH) that signals the pituitary gland. The pituitary responds by sending out ACTH, which in turn stimulates the adrenal glands. The adrenal glands respond by producing cortisol. Completing the cycle, cortisol then signals back to both the pituitary and hypothalamus to decrease these trigger hormones.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Fairy's, Nymphs and Pixies have taken over!


When the first baby laughed for the first time, the laugh broke into a thousand pieces and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies. And now when every new baby is born its first laugh becomes a fairy. So there ought to be one fairy for every boy or girl."










She's one of those soppy girls, riddled from head to foot with whimsy. She holds the view that the stars are God's daisy chain, that rabbits are gnomes in attendance on the Fairy Queen, and that every time a fairy blows its wee nose a baby is born, which, as we know, is not the case. She's a drooper."

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

To My Nicest Thing....




All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen
I wish that we could give it a goSee
if we could be something
I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style
I wish you couldn't figure me outBut you always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my handWhen I was upset
I wish you'd never forgetThe look on my face when we first met
I wish you had a favourite beauty spotThat you loved secretly'Cause it was on a hidden bitThat nobody else could seeBasically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me...
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars,Actually I meant three
I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.
Look, all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
And I wish that we could see if we could be somethingYeah I wish that we could see if we could be something

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Big is beautiful too

I know that this collection of photography got substantial press when it was published in 2007, but it is worth revisiting. Leonard Nimoy is, of course, best known for playing Mr. Spock on the original Star Treck series. But the actor has always engaged in photography as well. His second collection of published photographs, titled The Full Body Project, features images of plus-size women in the nude. The photographs are respectful and sexy (not an easy balance to achieve under any circumstances). Being a BIG girl I want to celebrate the beauty that is me and the art of Mr. Nimoy!





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Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I am also a T.O.T. !

So yesterday was one of them days at work where all you want to do is smack someone… anyone and today is proving to be NO better.
Anyway with out getting into full details and boring you with my wordy ramblings I will say this. WORK sucks.
As I was saying I am having a bad day, I decided about 1:45 I was going to take a MUCH needed break and just go downstairs to the common area that is shared by the various offices in my building...
Downstairs I was greeted by the waiting physc patients of one of the Dr.s, there was my friend the Barking lady who BTW talks!
She growled at me as I walked by and I turned around and told her look I am having a bad day if you must growl at least say Fuck you before hand…
Well to my amazement she said “Fuck you and growled at me”
I smiled and said F- You too I am Andie.
For the rest of my 30 minute reprieve Barking Lady said fuck you Andie and growled.


While I know I should NOT have taught her such a lovely saying but I did... and now I can add TOT to my job title…!!!( Teacher of tards! )

Monday, January 11, 2010

To ask the Tool or not

I am feeling the need to vent about the Tool also know as my boss. I have worked for this man for over 3 years now and we have a love hate relationship I love to hate him and hate to love him and for the most part we coexist well. We do have our moments where I am sure he wants to tell me to go to hell just as much as I want to smack him and tell him what he can do once he gets there and how to do it.. But we are civil…

Anyhow at Christmas time he gives us a bonus of sorts and it is so nice. Well this year he forgot! It was just he and I in our office as my co-worker the lovely Mr. Smiley went to India on holiday. It was the last day of work before the 2 week holiday and as he was leaving he looks sheepishly at me and says I forgot to get your bonus I have had so much going on it just slipped my mind… Me being the cool chick that I am say its okay we all have life happen and sometimes it’s a bit over whelming. He says yeah and that he will get it to me after we get back from holiday …
Well we have been back for over a week now and NO sign of said bonus… I know that my co-workers in the NJ office all got there bonuses before we closed for the Christmas Holiday as well as my co-worker... so am I to assume I am just NOT going to get one and his sheepish weird act was just that or should I be a dick and ask him for it out right .. Hmmm I hate being in this dam predicament!!!
What to do what to do?

Finding Drea~

Each day upon wakening.., it doesn't matter the time.
I'm gripped with panic when opening my eyes.
Anxieties abound, and all too familiar in my mind.
It's nauseating; the eerie comfort I've found,
in anything that I'm perpetually inclined...
Expectations at times I find, tend to let me down.

I've no choice but to deal with and accept!
However the uncertainty I find..,
leaves me frightened and consumed with denial.
No longer focused. I'm unable to concentrate.
Too much effort is now required, in eliciting a smile...
So overwhelmed! I'm lost in a sea of my own thoughts.
Confusion runs rampant, as I explore methods
to function and cope.
I'm frightened, when battling through these
waves of emotions!
Panic has now turned to frustration.., as I'm found so disoriented by hope!..

Each night lying down to sleep, here's what I find.
I've now found Andie, praying to GOD!
Praying to him, begging him, and pleading to him..,
"Please GOD?! Don't let me lose my mind!"

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Finding me....


**All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself.


**Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else.

**Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself.


I have spent so many years trying to be someone I am NOT or someone I thought I was or should be… I lost myself and the real me along the way and it has taken me all this time to find out who I really am.
I am a walking contradiction!
I am candy pink Argyle sweaters and black rimmed eyes…
I am a goof looking for my ball
I am shy
I am in your face
I am raw and raunchy…
I am the live and let live girl… Happy go lucky girl…
I have skeletons in my closet.
I don’t throw stones because I live in a glass house.
I don’t have walls; I have a fortress around my heart.
I sing in the rain and dance in the snow.
I am like a snowflake; I am NEVER the same girl twice in a row.
I have secrets I will never tell.
I will somehow someway fuck everything up….

I draw with soul and conviction found only in true beauty….
I love unconditionally…..

I am a skinny girl inside a fat body screaming to be let out , but dying on the inside because I have yet to accept that I can not change it back…
I am spicy like Indian curry , but cool to the touch..
Yup I am just me and I am okay with that!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Saying Goodbye to my past...


I got flowers today.
It wasn't my birthday or any other special day.
We had our first argument last night,
And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me.
I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said.
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day.
Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare.
I couldn't believe it was real.
I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over.
I know he must be sorry.
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today,
And it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day.
Last night, he beat me up again.
And it was much worse than all the other times.
If I leave him, what will I do?
How will I take care of my kids?
What about money?
I'm afraid of him and scared to leave.
But I know he must be sorry.
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
Today was a very special day.
It was the day of my funeral.
Last night, he finally killed me.
He beat me to death.
If only I had gathered enough courage
and strength to leave him,
I would not have gotten flowers...today

I'm a Pixie I'm a paperdoll... Miss live and let live...


i'm a pixie
i'm a paperdoll
i'm a cartoon
i'm a chipper cheerful free for all
and i light up a room
i'm the color me happy girlmiss live and let live
and when they're out for blood i always give
the man behind the counter looks like he's gota half a dozen places he'd rather be
and furthermore it looks like he's prepareddto take it all out on me
buddy, i don't really care what your problem is
just don't make it mine
come on kids, let's all hold hands and pretend we're having a good time
maybe you don't like your job
maybe you didn't get enough sleep
well, nobody likes their job
nobody got enough sleep
maybe you just had the worst day of your life
but, you know, there's no escape
and there's no excuse
so just suck up and be nice......
while all the top critics find great meaning in the telephone book
the little emperor he has no clothes
so he can't come out to play
and besides which life is suffering
and he likes it that way
and the little guy is not so friendly
but you know life has been cruel
so wipe that smile off your face
baby and try to be cool
♪ ♪maybe you don't like your job
maybe you didn't get enough sleep
well, nobody likes their job
nobody got enough sleep
maybe you just had the worst day of your life
but, you know, there's no escape
and there's no excuse
so just suck up and be nice...♪♪ ♪
yeah, i would like to perfect the art
of being studiously alooflike
life is just a boring chore
and i am living proof i could join forces with an army of ornery hipstersbut then i guess i'd be out of a job
so i guess that's out of the picture
cuz i'm a pixie
i'm a paperdoll
i'm a cartoon
i'm a chipper cheerful free for all
and i light up a room
i'm the color me happy girl
miss live and let live
and when they're out for blood i always give

2010... now let the story begin

So it’s a brand new year and I have decided to start a new blog , don’t worry you can still read all about my love hate relationship with work and my co workers, but I also want to give you a inner look into me. Not to many people can say they know who I am or what I am all about and as of just recently I too could not say. But after a period of self discovery, bumps and bruises I found me.. and you know what I am not half bad!